Hello my Halloween monsters,
This week was full of meetings and auditions. Which is great. In between, I really wanted to sleep and obviously the devil’s voice said that it’s not worth it. I never feel it. I don’t feel to go the an audition. However, after I’ve done it, I feel great, since I’ve done something productive. I walk, exercise in the morning, do everything to keep moving.
On Tuesday I had a ‘get together’ with my church friends, which was great. Again, beforehand I didn’t want to go, but I pushed myself. After all, we only live once, so it’s better to live life and get out there.
Yes, I procrastinate a lot, but this week I really pushed myself, so I did the task that I had to do. Still there are a lot of things I would like to do before we’re going to year 2015. But that’s okay, I’ve still got some time left ;)
At least I am aware of the voice telling me to put things off till another day, but I always make sure I’m doing something. Even if it is one task from the list. I have done something. Which motivates me to do more. Also focusing on my own pace, gives me more motivation to complete the tasks in order to achieve my goal.
I am e-mailing (for more than 8 months) agents for representation , not just an agent, but some who can represent me the best. And I still haven’t found one. Well, I’m not going to wait around for things to happen, I make it happen. Even though it’s baby steps, I still try to do it everyday. I have to do something, don’t know what or how, but something where an agent will take notice. Well actually, I do know how, submitting my short film about homelessness into film fests. I really hope that it will enter film festivals in 2015. I’ll make it happen, some how. Make magic happen everyday.
Well, enjoy your Halloween party! Do your work and celebrate life!