Good morning everyone,
Today I woke up with the trust that it will happen and everything will fall into place. However, before I did my task, I first checked my e-mail. And read something about being persistent. So I immediately wanted to implement those tools that was given in the article, into my daily life. But I got a bit confused afterwards. Since there are so many ways that lead to Rome. I prayed for clarity and now I’m writing this blog. Which was my initial plan. See?! See, how fast I got side tracked, how fast I got distracted. It’s very simple, I write, which gives me motivation and then I apply for more film festivals. I cannot follow someone else’s road. I can get inspired and of course try their way. But it’s not about figuring out how the other person got at the top, it’s about how can I get there where I need to be. What could I do, to get what I want. That’s where the trust comes. I have to trust that my road will lead me to my destination.
Beginning of September 2014, I started with the 4 month challenge of getting closer to myself before 2015. Well, I have 2 months left and I have to say, that it is working. I am focusing more on myself, finding my own ways to get where I want to be, I am calmer. It’s a challenge and an ambition to really be myself. Since the end of August, I go to church every Sunday. I appreciate life more and I have more trust that everything will turn out fine. I have gotten beautiful things in my life and I treasure that. I don’t know what I have done in my past life, but I feel that my soul deserves all the goodness in life.
It’s all about being a good human being and everything derives from that. Initially I did everything with ego. I might still do it, I am human after all. Having said that though, I have become more considerate towards my family. If my sister is sick, I help her out and don’t think about my career or my to do list. My family is number one. And that my friend, was never the case. My career was number one, however that didn’t bring me happiness. I had the money, but not inner peace. Trust me, I rather have inner peace. Now, I can say that I have inner peace. With that inner peace I can enjoy life more and also embrace the financial wealth that could come my way, but not in a way that I would show off. Notice I said could, since I am in the process of acquiring that through my profession. Well, we’ll see 😉
This is heaven, life can be heaven, I don’t have to have someone to make me feel that I am in heaven. As long as I am close to God, and He is on my side, I feel complete, I am complete.
Have a wonderful Monday!