I just wrote some good advice, that it takes patience to get where you want. Then why do I feel so frustrated, angry and discouraged. What is the meaning of this? I don’t feel like i’m progressing. I also don’t want to avoid it by buying something in order to make me feel good. Or maybe I should. I don’t see the point right now. Well, I’m just gonna do the things I have to do and eliminate the feelings. Right now, I’m really writing like a zombie, as if all the energy is drained. I’m still secretly hoping for a fantastic news breaking result. Pffff.