I just can’t believe it. I am not going anywhere. I just am stuck. I mean I have tried and persevered but it’s just not going to the directions I want to. Everyone seems to have a green light. How? I really don’t get it.
I am sorry. but what about me? I mean am I doing something wrong? I wanted to devote my time into my film, acting and this stupid health issue arose. Meanwhile everybody seems to flourish and I am being left behind. People are getting deals.
I mean I signed contracts, but nothing is going from the ground. I really don’t get it.
I just don’t understand.
I’m trying and doing it, and someone else comes takes it away so easily….
I must be doing something wrong….