Good Evening delicious macaroons,
I truly want to create my own life. Which I am, but even more so. Complete focus on my life only. I have been battling with losing focus for a long time, ever since I am here. Now I must say, that in Europe whole focus was on myself, because 5 years ago, social media was almost non existent in my city at least I wasn’t on it, it wasn’t so huge compared to now.
I travel, I have a family, parents and sister. I live with my sister. I came from Amsterdam, where we had family dinner frequently.
I have to live life. I can’t live like this. I need to go out. Walk, do something. So, I have to wake up early tomorrow, I want to wake up early and hike. I need to get my self back.
I am going to cook and make myself more valuable. But this is absolutely insane. I want to sport more. It’s crucial. I feel horrible right now, I feel like I’m dumbing down. I’m not stupid, but watching irrelevant things, doesn’t increase my vocabulary. I Holland my English vocabulary was rich. This is insane.
I’m done, I want myself back and whatever happens, not matter how much success or great someone else’s life is, mine is great too for me. I love my life and I’m going to work on myself.
Live life, enjoy. I have an easy life and I’m going to accept it.
That’s it. Embracing who I am.