It’s so funny, when I read a good book, I feel empowered. Focus means- how do I use my time.
The temptation of watching things on youtube is big, simply because it’s in the feed, or I type it in. It’s so easy. Other people are addicted to smoking, alcohol, too much sugar. None of that for me. But comparing, checking out other people, even when I don’t know them oehh, that’s something I need to work on.
Let’s get to the bottom of this. Why do I do that? Frankly speaking, I want to see who’s ahead of me and am I bigger, better than them. Let’s be honest about it, I really don’t mind what my neighbor is doing, because well we live in the same building so, we’re equal.
I’ve lived in a small apartment prior to this apartment, for 4 years, only to realize how much I had. How much time I had, how much money I had, how much power I had. Not in comparison, just for me, it was a lot, I basically had everything. But due to my habit of comparing, I had to go through that mud hole. And losing, only to see everything in perspective.
I bought the book Daily Greatness Business planner. It’s a challenge to only focus on my needs, my progress, my business, my creativity.
What am I doing? The people that I was watching, comparing to, or jealous of, they are at least doing something, good or bad, that’s not up to me, they are doing there part. What about me? Where is my focus, where is my true potential?
I look at myself and I see a beautiful intelligent, healthy lady. If I look at my physique I do have it all, I also work out in my own way and have a flat belly.
So why am I comparing? Because they are getting all the attention and I am not? Am I really begging for attention? Do I really need it? What about just creating quality, minding my own business.
It’s is not up to me to correct people how to conduct there business, whether they do it ethically or not, truly I can’t stop them. Perhaps they are learning in there own way.
What if I challenge myself and truly commit to who I really am. Self expressive, entertaining through my performances and build a business empire in a field where I know I am walking on, I am the only one. In my field, there is no one to compare to, simply because it doesn’t exist yet. I am building it.
What if I tap into my true potential and become the person who I want to be. What if I overcome my extreme self-doubt and go full speed ahead with my creativity and artistic side.
Yes I am an entrepreneur, I am a business woman, I love it, but creativity is number one, I am not corporate. Integrity is placed on a high ladder for me. I want to be original, truly give value to people.
I should not argue why other people are getting such fame and ‘fortune’ without integrity, yes I know the truth, but what am I going to do about it. Expose the person? Another person will come right there, in that person’s spot. I can’t change people, I can only change myself, I can only put something on the map, if I follow through with it.
I can be like them, join the club or make my own mark, stand out. It’s challenging, but I’ve made it far, very far in life.
Let’s see what happens, by focusing on my good sights and things I need to work on. Let my fingers point to me now, what am I doing and how valuable can I become for this world, to society.