Creativity is flowing

I can’t even express how happy I am of how my journey is going. The fact that I can go outside, sunny weather, beautiful view, I immediately see the mountains, it’s absolutely amazing and breathtaking. This is perspective. Truly, every year seems an amazing year. It is going exactly the way it’s supposed to be. Glorious and magical.

I’m grateful for this pace and for this life. Tasty and beautiful food, great perspective, things to look out for, but more importantly, my present is truly a gift.

Having said that, it absolutely is not as easy as it looks to just create and follow my intuition. But if I have to choose, temporary pain, permanent pleasure or vice versa. Of course I choose the first one. Once I unravel the magic, creativity is flowing.

Beautiful things are happening and no I don’t physically see it, if the focus is on results. Simply because that is absolutely not what it is about. It is about taking actions. Forget about the rest, just step by step, baby step actions.

I love to give myself the best and I’m also blessed to have loving people around me.


Good night, God bless


Letting everything go, Starting again tomorrow. All is well.

Good Evening my chocolates,

What a day today. I prepared a lamb curry dish, marinated the lamb, first time to make this dish. Made some vital errors, however it was still very tasty and tender. Fried it for 5 minutes in the pan with some Indian Spices, I put it in the oven for an hour and 15 minutes, quite delicious for the first time.

That’s the best way to learn. The dish is for two days, so I don’t have to cook extensively tomorrow.

So tomorrow I can focus on creating. I’m craving for something sweet now mmm.

Letting everything go, Starting again tomorrow. All is well.

God bless, have a beautiful night πŸ™‚

It’s timing, wait for the right person

Good Evening lovely chocolates,

One thing I have realized after watching an amazing film called: ‘The Terminal’, is to have patience. Wait, waiting can actually be worthwhile. I’m waiting for the right person to say yes. The right person with compassion can help. That person can turn the switch, can ‘override’.

Sometimes I have to wait longer, to get the right person. It all depends on that. Know who to speak to. Always go for passion first, creativity first.

While I am waiting, I am creating ofcourse. Creating doesn’t stop, I’m flowing and glowing. There is no green signal that tells me to create, I just start, out of nothing, something can be created.

Define Persistence. To me it means, keep going forward, but if one thing doesn’t work, I’ll try a new approach. It’s persistence combined with basic probability.

There are more ways that lead to Rome πŸ˜‰

Have a wonderful night πŸ™‚

I’ve been reminded again that truly Things can be achieved from nothing to something, with the right intention

God threw a small brick to remind me again:

I’ve been reminded again that truly Things can be achieved from nothing to something, with the right intention.

It is in the doing that things come alive, from nothing, I create. Create out of nothing, that is art.Β 

Trust, there is a God, he truly has my back, trust in the universe, There is something working for us, a force to make this happen, a reality.

What you put in, you get out. Quality is being put in, so that is being presented. Peace and harmony in house, that is what will be forwarded.

I get what I bring about, awesome πŸ™‚

This is life, I’m tasting it again. The joy, wonder and excitement.

I’m filled with joy, wonder and excitement. One thing I’ve learned from this journey, this life is that planning doesn’t work. No need to! Because God has a better plan, a more amazing plan.

I’m so blessed to have companionship with my sister. She is my right hand, I like doing groceries together, watching films together, working on our arts and crafts together, oh that’s all I’ve ever wanted. Because together there is more fun!

God reminded me to remember who I am again, by throwing a small brick. That’s okay, I’m glad it happened. Because I’m truly blessed and privileged.

There is some work to do, creative work, I work for what I want. ❀

Letting everything else go, the desires, the planning, just focusing on the work, because there truly is a bigger purpose here. Something big, beyond the universe.

So it’s okay, it keeps me going, it gives me drive. Focusing solely on the work, regardless of anything, with or without, I’m grateful for this life, thank you πŸ™‚

Happy Holidays!

I’m going for something bigger, bigger than myself, this is for the next generation, the new generation.

Hi my beautiful creative leaves,

I have listened so much of the outside noise that I started to lose my inner voice. I indeed wanted to become more than a commercial tycoon. I’m going for something bigger, bigger than myself, this is for the next generation, the new generation. I have to understand who I am first, I am an artist, a filmmaker. I have been working on my craft, building my craft. It doesn’t matter how long it takes, it really doesn’t. Because it is not about that. I’m very happy with what I have now.

I am doing this for the generation to come. Leaving something behind me, Art, valuable art. Whether that is in my storytelling, writing, I am leaving a message.


I don’t know what future has in store for me, but I trust God.

Sometimes it’s not about knowing what things will bring me, it’s about jumping and the net will appear. If I don’t take any action, nothing will happen that’s certain. I don’t know what future has in store for me, but I trust God. The sea can open by God, it’s all possible I jump. I couldn’t see, but slowly I see now. The only thing I can do is take the first step, I don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step. It’s not up to me to decide whether things will work or not. God has given me this life, Β health to do the work, the mission to complete, which is why God has send me here.

I am the new generation and with the grace of God, anything is possible, absolutely anything ❀

Relax, loosen up, breathe

Cheer up and be glad that I’m me. That’s what I’ve realized today. Reminded by God. Emphasize about being thankful for what we have rather than getting what we want. Take time to smell the roses. So important. Being present at this moment, this evening. Back to basics. Back to humanity, the core of humanity is love, being kind.

Spread love and kindness. Love. Love everything. I love nature, it’s here. I’m grateful that I’m here and the way things are going.

Just inhaling and exhaling, take a breath. It’s all going to be fine at the end. It always works out, always.

I’m surrounded by good people, kind and helping parents, loving sister, great atmosphere, and peace. Surrounded by peace.

We live in beautiful times, it truly is time to create. I’m grateful to live and work in Los Angeles. It’s a city of compassion, where you can break the rules, where there are great opportunities. Its truly possible. ❀

There is magic in morning walk

I walked outside around Runyon Canyon at 8am. I feel very excited about life. I’m glad I walked, there is magic in walking. Rather magic in walking in the morning. Morning walk. I feel fresh. It’s beautiful outside. This is actually the best place to be for me, during Christmas holidays. I can hike and see nature. Trusting God. Not pushing too hard, but also relaxing and smelling the roses. Focusing on what I love to do. Effortlessly. I’ve all great ideas. But the response is not in my hands. In two months it will be 2018. 2017 was a year of indulgence. Indulgence in ice cream, pastries. Resting.

My sister never stopped, always continued. This was a year for her to indulge and rest. I remember in 2013, 4 years ago, wow that’s a long time, I lost something, which later turned out to be my life. But somehow I gained more trust, more power. I felt more power than ever before. Because I wanted a challenge. Now 4 years later, I appreciate that I’m privileged. I enjoy it and appreciate what I get, without feeling bad about it. This is my gift, this is given to me, because somehow deep inside of me, I know what I’m going to do with it.

I crossed the Atlantic Ocean to find myself, to get closer to myself, without realizing it. I jumped before I saw the net.Β 

Good Evening my butterflies,

One thing I can say for certain that I can truly trust the Universe. Intuition is everything. My parents were my portal to success and my sister is my conscious, maintaining success. Success is not reflected by how famous a person is, how many covers they have, it’s from within. Happiness from within.

This year I’ve tried to put myself everywhere, becoming known. But I see what success means, it’s what I’ve learned when I started with nothing, 3 years ago, back in 2014. Success is perseverance, letting go, intuition, keep going, keep trying. If one tool is not working, find different ways. There are truly more ways that lead to Rome.

These are great times to be in. Especially for art, art is going to rise above, a pool of creativity. It’s already happening.

I am building, I have art with me. Pain is gain, not just regarding working out. But about life its self. Seeing my dream shattering in one glimpse and growing the next second.

My heart is open and glowing. It made me a better person, now I know.

Being Kind and having courage. I crossed the Atlantic Ocean to find myself, to get closer to myself, without realizing it. I jumped before I saw the net.

Very grateful for this life. For this freedom. Amen.