Now I am coming home to myself, this is the miracle.

Hi moonlight, I can not believe how my life significantly changed. I lived in LA for 8 years, I thought I’ve learned all my lessons, I’m so grateful, that I lived there, but Amsterdam was calling me. And I had to go back home. I was always in my head, thinking, contemplating, thinking about what…

I’m so happy that I am healthy and vibrant.

I am so happy and proud of myself, I’ve made the right choice. Ofcourse I still have my moods and I can be grumpy, I am human after all. And I’m happy. I love my past, I love my present and my future will be allright. 🙂 My body is healing, my left tooth now…

I am setting my intention to take it easy and do things just for fun.

I don’t believe in working hard blindly. I was shocked of the truth and reality. I am kind and not saying the truth. Because I just always take the sweet round. I took a sabbatical of two years. I needed this. I have to honor my no’s. Everything is possible and I’m fine and enough….

That’s it, I’ve made my decision, going for my goal with laser focus

That’s it, I’ve made my decision, going for my goal with laser focus. I don’t need to justify myself anymore to anyone, not even my parents. I’m so done. I am here in Los Angeles, to conquer, to build, but more importantly to live here. I love it here. I’m so done with people telling…

I have and am a beautiful soul and deserve love, lots of self love.

I dreamed about a buffet and my mentor from the Acting Academy gave me and my sister a ring with a moon and werewolf in it. What a symbolism! I’m writing with a Waldorf pen. I’m happy to be home, my America, California. Did I ever thought to be here? Imagined? I always wanted to…