Rain! a great time to watch a movie, yes!

Good Morning lovely rain drops, So happy to see you. Fresh air mmm. Inhale the fresh air. I’ve opened my window and I will go to the cinema at noon with my sister. We’re going to the Chinese theater to watch Inferno. I don’t know if it will be a nice movie, but my sister…

detaching emotionally and moving forward

It’s always on those who will get the best. I feel defeated, I want to give up. don’t want to exist. I couldn’t eat properly yesterday, my appetite died. Ego obviously crushed. it’s done I hope God you can forgive me. I forgive myself. I’m able to pay and I don’t know what’s gotten into…

I stepped in the world of ego and within a second I fell

Whatever people’s agenda, whether they spit on you, jealous or anything else negative, the moment it gets to me in a way that I’m seeking revenge and holding grudges or I wanted to pay back, those thoughts are brutal. I was in an inner conflict, couldn’t sleep for weeks, it was in my dream. I…

I love the holiday, after a year working non stop, what a rejuvination

Good Morning, I celebrated my birthday in Hawaii, Honolulu at Hilton Hawaiian Waikiki beach resort. It was beautiful. Amazing view, we got the Ocean View. I absolutely loved it. The food was amazing at the Rainbow buffet. The papaya was from the Big Island, that was absolutely delicious. This papaya was ripe unlike the one…

Three times denied, three times stabbed in my heart,tables will be turned

I am absolutely amazed that someone who I know, relatives, who supposedly are kind and have the ‘best intention’ for me, have denied us three times. First some relatives came in 2014 to Los Angeles to visit us, but no, they came for themselves and rushed to meet us for only two hours and that’s…